December 2009
2 posts
Face to Face.
I love discovering a band that I know I’m going to enjoy a lot for months, or maybe even years to come.
Everyone sucks.
November 2009
8 posts
Lol.
Last night was Colby’s birthday party. I have never seen anyone completely wasted by 9pm.
My Own Demons Drag Me Down Everyday.
Part of me misses being in a band. It was kinda fun, but the annoyances and hassles outweighed the fun.
I was listening to Naysayer and I really like their lyrics.
“i’m at the end of my rope and i’m slipping losing my faith in humanity - i’m falling fast i’ve lost my grasp on reality daily struggle is weighing me down society tries to pull me underground another...
Miserable.
I got drunk by myself last night… again. To the point of throwing up. A toast to the holiday season? Fuck Christmas time.
I’m seriously just gonna quit drinking (that’s a lie). I say that all the time but sure enough I just end up doing it again. What is the point? I get really obnoxious and then feel like a bag of dicks the next day. I don’t understand myself sometimes.
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“What’s the first thing I do when I wake up in the morning? Wish I hadn’t.”
Hi~
Technology is fucking with my mind. Well not right now, but it occurred to me the other night that while you’re not physically with anyone, people still expect you to have some sort of interaction with them whether it’s online or through a phone. As if that’s all it takes to form or strengthen or maintain a bond with someone. It’s also mind boggling that I’m able to...
May 2009
6 posts
Listening to Lucero - Great Cure
I don’t know what it is about Lucero. I normally hate “southern rock”, or whatever you want to call them. Anything with that hint of southern usually gives me a headache. But I fucking love Lucero, and it always puts me in a good mood.
Anyway, I guess I’m doing pretty good. The basement that I live in is starting to become a mess… I should really take care of that. ...
Collin AG rulez: I always feel like most people want nothing to do with me haha Collin AG rulez: it sucks
I wanna be a dad.
This doesn’t mean I’m just gonna go out and get some chick pregnant. Obviously I’ll wait until the time is right.
But I was reading a few threads on B9 with dudes bragging about the cute / cool stuff their kids are doing. I just want to be a good dad I guess. I feel like if I have a kid, my priorities in life would be in check. Right now I’m not doing shit and I...
Growing Up
I wouldn’t necessarily say I’m “growing up”, but I’m graduating in a few weeks. Oh boy! Now I understand I’ve missed 70+ days of school, but I’ve talked with my guidance councilor, got a doctor’s note (I won’t discuss the details here, ask me if you really want to know), and based on the work I’ve done for the 1st three quarters, she said...
Whoops.
Morgan just reminded me that I have one of these, hahaha.
I’ll update later.
February 2009
5 posts
Do Work, Son.
LOL I just got a letter in the mail saying I’m going to probably fail AICE International History. That’s it? Just that class? Wow, I thought I was failing all of them.
So anyway, my day was alright. Not as bad as I thought it would be. Started out by being mean-mugged by two black dudes walking in front of Colby’s car as we were waiting to turn into 4 Year Trail. Somehow I feel...
Douche Chills
Do you ever get douche chills when you think about stuff you did when you were younger? That happens to me all the time. I get douche chills and then I cringe as if it what I did is still affecting the world today.
In this particular instance I was just thinking about how exaggerated I was as a kid (a lot more exaggerated than I am now). I remember being at an elementary school dance, which oddly...
My Dog is a Jew
There are growing tensions between me and my dog (not because he’s a jew, I love everyone). Everyday I get home from school, he’s got this stupid fucking diaper on him. He’s 10 years old and doesn’t really give a shit anymore so he’ll piss all over the carpet if he has to. So, my parents put this stupid diaper on him while we’re all away during the day.
So I...
Somewhat Busy Weekend
Yesterday I either played WoW or hung out with people. Colby picked me up and we went Fredericksburg and met up with Brian B. at the Fredericksburg Mall. Then he drove us all the way to Richmond for Erika’s birthday. Met Josh, he was pretty cool.
I love Richmond. I usually hate city-type environments but I just really like the feel of Richmond. We went to this sweet record shop called Vinyl...
Slacker
So today I stayed home from school, again.
Usually when that happens I end up making a brand new blog. Why? I really don’t know. I just thought I’d try tumblr and see if I like that better than blogspot. So far I don’t know. It’s like taking your first bite of spinach and you’re really not sure what to think of it, so you take a few more bites. Then you realize that...